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"What is a ghost? A tragedy condemned to repeat itself time and again?
An instant of pain, perhaps. Something dead which still seems to be alive.
An emotion suspended in time. Like a blurred photograph. Like an insect trapped in amber."
















This song stabs at my heart and is one of the few things
that can make me feel like I'm about to implode.
It reminds me of when I was 16.
Ah, Robert Smith, all these years and you can still break my heart.
P.S. Don't mind the weird, raspy Monty Python clip at the end.

“It is a tale spawned from the leprous literature of the French Decadents – a poisonous book, the atmosphere of which is heavy with the mephitic odours of moral and spiritual putrefaction,”- the Daily Chronicle



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Set in post-apocalyptic Earth, Trinity Blood chronicles the ongoing war between the Vatican (the human government) and the government of the vampiric Methuselah race called the Empire. Some members of the Vatican and Empire struggle to establish peace but their attempts are clouded by the Rosen Kreuz Order- a terrorist organization of vampires.
To protect the human race from the preying vampires, the Vatican dispatches expeditionary executors. Abel Nightroad, the story's protagonist, is a member of the Vatican's forces. He introduces himself as a traveling priest and, although seems powerless and unbelievably frivolous, he is actually a Crusnik- a ruthless vampire hybrid that feeds on the blood of other vampires.


Acrophonology enables us to determine individualized energy patterns from a name. Letters are symbols for energy. They label the energies you possess.I found the "analysis" results I got for my name quite amusing and a lot of points were true to a creepy extent:
Just as your fate can be identified through your astrological chart, your name carries this same insight.
In ancient times, names were given in keeping with the native's prospective path in life. The family's status and financial standing were the factors influencing names.
*My first name: You have a love of travel and adventure, and you enjoy sports. You also have a very strong sense of fair play and want justice. You have a great deal of loyalty to those you love. You have much inner strength. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind. You must learn to give 'wise' service and not be a martyr. You have a need to be up front. You are fair-minded sometimes to the point of being opinionated. You have a strong need to be loved and appreciated. Your independence and freedom are important to you. You are compassionate, highly imaginative and creative.
*My middle name: You have a tendency to resist change. Don't miss opportunities for growth. You have a love of creature comforts, but must learn to handle money. You are soft hearted with a charitable nature. You are optimistic and strive to develop a viable philosophy for life. Your privacy is important to you. You have a rich inner life. You enjoy make-believe and fantasy. It is hard for you to forget injustices. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You take pleasure in your creative comforts. You try to be prudent. You have good business acumen. You want to be self-supporting. You have a sensuous nature, which you do not openly show. You need to learn faith in place of fear. You enjoy make-believe and fantasy. It is hard for you to forget injustices. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life.
*My last name: You can be quite inventive and quite curious. Your use of reason and logic is strong. You enjoy communicating. You try to be prudent. You have good business acumen. You want to be self-supporting. You have a sensuous nature, which you do not openly show.

“When I say romantic, I mean a sensibility that sees everything, and has to express everything, and still doesn’t know what the fuck it is, it hurts that bad. It just madly tries to speak whatever it feels, and that can mean vast things. That sort of mentality can turn a sun-kissed orange into a flaming meteorite, and make it sound like that in a song.”-Jeff Buckley